my second meme

well, this is my second meme guys. take a look!

1. How old do you look?
i think, i look like a college girl. actually, my family sometimes think that i'm a college girl, not a senior high girl. hahaha

2. Where do you live?
bandung, of course!

3. Are you waiting for something?
hell yeah!

4. What’s one pet peeve of yours that is not common?
actually, i don't have pet now. but i had a cat 1 year ago. hem. i think, he has never done something peeve to me. heehehe

5. Do you want/have kids?
yes i am

6. Have you ever thought about converting your religion?
hah, of course not!

7. Last shocking news you heard?
i forget, hahahaha

8. What was the last thing you drank?
mineral water

9. Who do you most look like in your family
both of my parents. hahaha. my face, it's look like my mothers but my body, it's look like my fathers. hahaha cacaaaat.

10. If you could have something right now, anything, what would it be?
cat, my crush, and new handphone. hahahaa

11. Where does most of your family live?
bandung and subang

12. Where did you grow up?
bandung dooong

13. Where do you want to go on vacation?
i want to go to bali, yogya, banten :D

14. Have you ever had a panic attack?
hem, sometimes yes. hahaha

15. What can’t you wait for?
hang out with my crush, just me and him hahahaha

16. When’s the last time you told someone you loved him and meant it?
i've never told someone i loved and meant it. hahaha.

17. Have your parents ever smoked pot?
hem, my father is a smoker hahaha

18. Want someone back in your life?
of course YES!

19. What do you order at the bar?
i've never been gone to bar

20. When was the last time you cried really, really hard?
i think 1 months ago, because my mother doesnt give me permission to ciwidey hahaha

21. Ever licked someone’s cheek?
WHAT? hell no

22. What is your favorite thing to eat with peanut butter?
what? peanut butter? i dont like panut butter hahaha

23. Where were you on march, 23 2010?
at home hahahaha

24. What are your nicknames?
wow. shanti and dudut. my friends call me shani but my father call me dudut. i've never known where "dudut" comes from. but, when i was a kid my father always call me dudut and until now he calls me dudut. actually, my little and my older sister has nickname like dudut too. haha

25. If you could go back in time, how far back would you go?
i've never want to go back in time. i just want to go ahead of my time. because, if i go back in time, i've never meet with my crush anyway. hahaha


wow, akhirnya gue selesai jawab pertanyaan pertanyaan itu. hahaha walopun dengan bahasa inggris yang belepotan bnaget, tapi setidaknya gue udah berusaha practice hahaha.

my first meme time

hehe pertanyaan ini gue copy paste dari blog temen gue. penasaran juga sih pengen ntobain games kayak gini hahahaha. yo check it out! hahaha

how to play~
1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc)
2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For every entry, type the song that's playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button
6. Don't lie and try to pretend you’re cool

1. How does the world see me?:
john mayer-no such thing

2. Will I have a happy life?:
justin bieber-u smile

3. What do my friends really think of me?
lenka-the show

4. Do people secretly lust after me?:
avril lavigne-hot

5. How can I make myself happy?:
justin bieber-love me, justin timberlake-my love

6. What should I do with my life?:
jsutin bieber-up

7. Will I ever have children?:
michael jackson-you're not alone

8. What is some good advice for me?:
westlife-try again

9. How will I be remembered?:
mocca-i remember

10. What is my signature dancing song?:
michael jackson-beat it

11. What do I think my current theme song is?:
ran-d'inspiration

12. What does everyone else think my current theme song is?:
jason mraz-geek in pink

13. What song will play at my funeral?:
jason mraz-a beautiful mess

14. What type of men do you like?:
justin timberlake-dmn girl (padahal gue sendiri cewe)

15. What is my day going to be like?:
jason mraz-wordplay

16. Will I ever have love again?
westlife-have you ever


fyuh, akhirnya semua pertanyaan udah gue jawab dengan sangat terbata bata karena gue bingung mau di isi pake lagu apa. hahaha. itu juga isinya rada teu nyambung. tapi, semoga kalian bisa menikmati aja oke! haaha :D

behind the scenario

bts, saya kangen kaliaaaaaaaaaaan! hahahaha. saya kangen waktu kalian main gitar di depan sayaaaa. saya kangen waktu kalian ketawa bareng bareng di depan saya. hahahaha. saya kangen ketawa ketawa bareng sama kalian walopun emang terkadang obrolan saya ga nyambung sama kaliaaan. behind the scenario, saya kangen kalian guys. smoch smooch. hahahaha

how did i fall in love with you?

kacamata, saya masih ga habis pikir kenapa saya bisa suka sama kamu. kacamata, sebenernya kamu kasih pesona apa sih ke saya sampe saya bisa jadi kayak gini? saya jadi gila karena kamu mw. tapi, saya jadi ngerti apa arti pengorbanan dalam cinta itu ya sama kamu (lebaynyooo). saya udah sering banget ngorbanin waktu saya untuk ketemu kamu. saya sering banget ngorbanin les saya untuk ketemu kamu, padahal les dan ketemu kamu itu bisa dibilang sama sama penting. tapi, pada akgirnya gue selalu memilih untuk ketemu kamu karena kesempatan untuk ketemu kamu ga boleh terlewatkan. saya juga udah ngorbanin rasa sabar saya buat kamu dan juga saya udah sering banget ngorbainin segala hal hanya untu kamu. tapi kok kayaknya kamu suka ga sadar ya sama pengorbanan yang udah saya kasih ke kamu, kacamata? saya itu udah nogrbanin waktu saya buat ketemu kamu, buat liat denger dan rasain senyuman kamu, ketawa kamu dan suara kamu plus muka kamu juga. mungkin, sebenernya kamu juga udah tau kalo saya ngeceng banget sama kamu. kamu tau itu semua, tapi kenapa kamu ga ungkapin itu semua? dan dodolnya saya juga kenapa saya ga berani ngungkapin perasaan saya. saya masih suka mikirin "jangan tembak shan. malu kamu teh sebagai cewe". saya juga sekarang berani untuk bilang AAAH BULLSHIT ANJING. kenapa? karena setelah temen gue bilang "udah shan bilang aja. jangan pikirin itu. sekarang teh udah jaman emansipasi". setelah gue pikir pikir juga emang bener. kenapa ga cewe yang maju duluan? gimana kita bisa jadi cewe yang maju kalo misalnya kita ga berani duluan. kalo kerjaan kita cuma nungguuu terus, mau sampe kapan kita nunggu terus? emang mau jadi perawan tua karena kita ga berani ngungkapin perasaan ke kecengan? haha. temen aku aja yang cowo bilang "cowo itu akan menghargai cewe yang pemberani". oke. gue terima dan ntar gue akan buktiin kalo gue emang suka, sayamg, dan cinta sama kamu kacamata. semoga gue sukses ngajak kamu jalan dan sukses bilang kalo gue suka sama kacamata!

ganti layout

akhirnyeeee blog gue udah ganti layout! hahahaha layout yang dulu bosen bangeeeeet. hahahaha. semoga, layout yang ini ga membosankan okeeee. selamat membaca aja blog gue dengan layout yang baru hehehehe :D

indonesia jaman sekarang

indonesia jaman sekarang emang udah jauh berbeda dengan indonesia jaman dulu. jaman dulu itu indonesia tuh berjuang untuk menjadi satu, Negara Kesatuan Republik Indonesia. tapi, sekarang kalo gue nonton berita, bawaannya tuh sedih terus. satu kata yang cocok cuma miris. iya, miris. gue miris ngeliat orang orang papua yang ingin misah dari indonesia (cenah itu juga). terus, yang gerakan aceh merdeka juga. anjir, sedih bangetlah gue dengernya. dulu ya, waktu sd kelas 6 kalo ga salah gue belajar tentang papua yang ingin bersatu setelah konferensi meja bundar tea. kan ada tuh yang perjanjian nomer 3 kalo ga salah, yang katanya teh papua baru diserahkan setaun setelah apaa gitu. dan akhirnya ada yang perjuangan papua barat tea. hem -_____- bete juga sih kalo denger papua pengen jadi negara sendiri yang bebas dari RI. tapi, apakah kalian pernah mikir orang orang yang jaman dulu memperjuangkan papua kayak gimana? mereka rela mati loh buat dapetin papua. tapi kenapa sekarang kalian pengen bebas dari indonesia? wong kalian juga kan yang dulu pengen gabung sama indonesia. yaaa harapan gue sih sekarang indonesia bisa balik lagi kayak dulu aja, jadi negara yang makmur nan sejahtera oke :D

love me - justin bieber

Love Me - Justin Bieber

My friends say I’m a fool to think
That you’re the one for me
I guess I’m just a sucker for love
‘Cuz honestly the truth is that
You know I’m never leavin’
‘Cuz you’re my angel sent from above

Baby you can do no wrong
My money is yours
Give you little more because I love ya, love ya
With me, girl, is where you belong
Just stay right here
I promise my dear I’ll put nothin above ya. above ya

Love me, Love me
Say that you love me
Fool me, Fool me
Oh how you do me
Kiss me, Kiss me
Say that you miss me
Tell me what I wanna hear
Tell me you (love me)
Love me, Love me
Say that you love me
Fool me, Fool me
Oh how you do me
Kiss me, Kiss me
Say that you miss me
Tell me what I wanna hear
Tell me u love me

People try to tell me
But I still refuse to listen
Cuz they don’t get to spend time with you
A minute with you is worth more than
A thousand days without your love, oh your love
Baby you can do no wrong
My money is yours
Give you little more because I love ya, love ya
With me, girl, is where you belong
Just stay right here
I promise my dear I’ll put nothin above ya. above ya

Love me, Love me
Say that you love me
Fool me, Fool me
Oh how you do me
Kiss me , kiss me
Say that u miss me
Tell me what I wanna hear
Tell me you love me.
Love me, Love me
Say that you love me
Fool me, Fool me
Oh how you do me
Kiss me , kiss me
Say that u miss me
Tell me what I wanna hear
Tell me you love me.

My heart is blind but I don’t care
‘Cuz when I’m with you everything has disappeared
And every time I hold you near
I never wanna let you go, oh

Love me, Love me
Say that you love me
Fool me, Fool me
Oh how you do me
Kiss me , kiss me
Say that u miss me
Tell me what I wanna hear
Tell me you love me.
Love me, Love me
Say that you love me
Fool me, Fool me
Oh how you do me
Kiss me , kiss me
Say that u miss me
Tell me what I wanna hear
Tell me you love me

nah, dekrang lagu itu yang lagi gue suka bangeeeeeeeeeet. kenapa? biasa, gue bangeeeet. gue pengen banget buat nyanyiin lagu itu depan si kacamata, tapi gileeeeeeeee nyali gue belum ada apa apa nya. hahahaha. sekarang, gue masih berusaha untuk biasa aja sama dia. tapi mau gimaan lagi coba? orang udah ngeceng, gue ga bisa biasa aja sama orang yang udah gue sayang dan selalu mengisi hari hari gue (walopun belum jadi pacar) selama setaun ke belakang ini. tapi, gue ga bisa menjadi biasa depan si kacamata. well, walopun emang mungkin dia ga cinta sama gue, my heart still breathing for him and that will last forever plus, that won't stop! hahahaha. nah, pas banget sama lirik yang "My heart is blind but I don’t care ‘cause when I’m with you everything has disappeared and every time I hold you near I never wanna let you go, oh". hahaha. tapi, kayaknya hampir semua lirik lagu yang itu tuh pas bangeeeeet. gue selalu berusaha untuk ga dingin sama dia. tapi dianya suka dingin sama gue. hem -_______- beteeeee. yaaa gimana atuh biar dia tau saya sukaaaaaaaa? ga tahan gue untuk mendem mendem kelamaan kayak gini maaaaah. lama lama sakit hati tau yang adaaaaa. huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu